Do you ever wonder where God is in the midst of life’s messiness? Do you feel alone? I want you to know: you are not alone.
I’ve been through my own share of messy chapters—battling dyslexia and anxiety, navigating the pain of divorce, and learning to be a single mom to two incredible kids with special needs. I’ve faced chronic illness with my sons and supported loved ones through mental health struggles. There were days I didn’t think I’d make it.
But here’s what I’ve learned: God doesn’t wait for the mess to clear before he shows up. He meets us right in it, in the mess. Sometimes quietly. Sometimes in ways we don’t expect. But always with grace.
This blog is a place for the weary and wondering. A space to wrestle with the hard questions—Where is God when life falls apart? How do I hold on to hope when everything feels broken?—and to discover together that even in the darkest places, light and hope can still break through.
Whether you’re grieving, healing, or just trying to breathe through the chaos, I’m so glad you’re here. There is grace for you. There is hope. And there is a God who hasn’t let go of you.
Let’s find him in the mess—together.
I’ve spent much of my life teaching and as a longtime advocate for individuals with special needs.
For the past twelve years, I’ve worked as a chaplain, offering comfort and spiritual care to people facing crisis, grief, and the reality of death. I also teach Bible studies, lead grief support groups, and write and speak.
My background includes a Master’s in Christian Education and a completed Clinical Pastoral Education (CPE) residency, equipping me to serve others with both theological depth and compassionate presence. I live with my husband in San Antonio, Texas, and have three adult children. I love hiking, exploring nature, reading, learning new things, coffee, and all things chocolate.
For the sake of confidentiality, names, details, and, at times, circumstances are changed to protect the identities of individuals or their families. Despite the changes, I have remained faithful to the spirit of each chaplain visit.
